It seems I had to lose it all

To build strength

I’m building

I’m breaking down these thick, thick walls

I’m falling

Can you hear me calling?

Where’d you go?

I gave you your demandment

Where’d you go?

I feel so fucking stranded

I got no home?

I’m maxing out my bandwidth

I know I’m strong

But I feel so empty-handed

I thought it was love

But I still live and learn

I thought I was wrong

But that’s just how it goes, yeah

That’s just how it goes

Now that you’re gone

You’re not my concern, no

Fucked up from the chaos in my lfe, yeah

Fucked up from the strangers who died, yeah

Fucked up, I got a lot on my plate now

Fucked up, I guess nothing is too late now

I’m fucked up lately

I’m fucked up baby

Fucked up from the chaos in my life, yeah

Fucked up, but I’m chasing the light now

Deep breath, exhale, I lift my chin up (Straighten up)

In freaky sex I find darkness I can’t get rid of (That’s true)

After freaky sex I feel shame, I’m a sinner (Brr)

She loves it but I can’t see no winners (No)

Lay down in my bed

Drift away in meditation (Yeah)

Nothing wrong with my head

My fantasy was my escape, yeah (Yeah)

My hometown said I’d gone crazy (Looney)

Now my hometown say look what he’s creating (Yeah)

Fucked up from the chaos in my life, yeah

Fucked up from the strangers who died, yeah

Fucked up, I got a lot on my plate now

Fucked up, I guess nothing is too late now

I’m fucked up lately

I’m fucked up, baby

Fucked up from the chaos in my life, yeah

Fucked up, but I’m chasing the light now