I don't want Christmas here this year - 자운

Lyrics by：자운

Composed by：자운

Arranged by：자운

The city lights are glowing bright

They bring me back to you each night

Through windows laughter fills the air

But your warmth isn't waiting there

I fill my days with endless tasks

Erase the space where questions ask

I drown in work pretend I'm fine

But your name lingers every time

The carol songs are soft but cruel

Their melodies feel like a duel

I try to sing but my voice fades

It trembles through the masquerade

Snow falls gently the world turns white

The season brings back endless nights

No matter how I turn away

The chimes still call me yesterday

I don't want Christmas here this year

Don't need the past to reappear

Every sound every glow

Takes me where I shouldn't go

I don't want Christmas here this year

The hours blur as I stay late

No room to feel no time to wait

Your name escapes between my sighs

No matter how I push it hides

The frosted glass conceals the view

But shadows always lead to you

I'm standing still beneath the snow

While winter won't let you let go

I don't want Christmas here this year

Don't need the past to reappear

Every sound every glow

Takes me where I shouldn't go

The season everyone holds so dear

Why am I lost in frozen fear?

I'm running from what we once knew

But winter keeps me close to you

I don't want Christmas not this year

Don't need the past to reappear

Every sound every glow

Takes me where I shouldn't go

I don't want Christmas in my life

It cuts me deep just like a knife

Every cheer every song

Feels like everything went wrong

I don't want Christmas not this year

Don't need the past to reappear

Every sound every glow

Takes me where I shouldn't go

I don't want Christmas in my life

It cuts me deep just like a knife

Every cheer every song

Feels like everything went wrong

I don't want Christmas not this year

Don't need the past to reappear

Every sound every glow

Takes me where I shouldn't go

I don't want Christmas here this year