I never wanted to see you again

When you crossed my mind, I crossed my eyes to blur your face, amen

I never wanted to think of your presence

But I keep getting presents of times that we shared back then

And all I wanted was peace that I knew back when

We were thriving

Over the edge

Surprises me we’re not dead

But it feels so close

Never expected to recross my mind

All those beautiful times when all I have is sorrow

I’m caught so deep in my morrow

Never expected to relive those lies

All those things that you tried

No strength for tomorrow

We were striving to be

Righteous and blessed

But I don’t want to repress

My deepest hatred for you

Done tonight, I’m so done tonight

How could you ever think that you will be alright?

Were you never ashamed of the pains and the patches?

Heaven only knows who gets perfect matches

Undeserving, you’re undeserving

You need humble pie, so here’s a serving

Your fate is sealed and you’re in a drought

Don’t come running back to me now

Did you ever think you’d escape yourself?

Do you even know that you need some help?

Do you even try to understand yourself?

Cuz you’re lost as Hell, and you can’t get out

Let me take my time in serving this slice

When you do a crime, gotta pay the price

And your end is right, you have lost your fight

Now you’ll face my spite and you’ll lose your life soon

And all I know

Is my life will never be the same

And for once I’m clear, cuz you’re to blame

And all I hear

Are voices saying follow you

But if they beat me, so will you

We were striving to be

Righteous and blessed

But I don’t want to repress

My deepest hatred for you

I always wanted to see you struggle

On the ground, in the rubble

And watch you suffocate

I always wanted to tell all my friends

I sparred with a devil’s trained hands

And opened the Garden’s gate