There’s a monster in my mind, it feeds on your name,

Paints a picture of your shadow playing twisted games.

I’m not crazy, just a little obsessed,

I hear voices whisper lies,

Saying I’m not enough, but I’ll suffice.

Caught in the silence, the dark grows loud,

Delirium’s my shelter when I’m not proud.

I’m delirious, losing myself in the chaos of you,

Every glance, every laugh, feels like déjà vu.

I’m drowning in colors I can’t even name,

Your perfume lingers like a ghost on my skin,

Every corner of my room screams where you’ve been.

I’m unraveling, but I hold on tight,

To the thought of you and me in the dead of night.

Oh, I don’t sleep, I hallucinate,

See your hands on her like twisted fate.

Maybe I’m the problem, maybe it’s my brain,

But who am I without this beautiful pain?

I hear voices whisper lies,

Saying I’m not enough, but I’ll suffice.

Caught in the silence, the dark grows loud,

Delirium’s my shelter when I’m not proud.

I’m delirious, losing myself in the chaos of you,

Every glance, every laugh, feels like déjà vu.

I’m drowning in colors I can’t even name,