When Times get hard I humble myself by the ocean and think about why I moved here in the first place It's a beautiful mess Is it worth it, anymore, I don't know I never thought that I could be here and would weigh the pros and cons on each hand Now I got to find a way to get my mind off my money cause its hard for me to be happy these days Angry all the time knowing everything there is to know because they hurt you I know it's not your fault and I'm sad at who you have become because of them And I wonder why they prey on you with narcissistic charm then they leave you Maybe I will always be an innocent reminder of the pain broken hearts and scars of man cannot outweigh a mothers love Balance your burden Forgetting heals all wounds The sunshine will make you whole again you'll be a new moon