Abyssic hate

深渊般的恨意

Miscellaneous

杂项

Depression part ii

抑郁篇续

I think about life and feel pure hate about being trapped here on this earth

我思考人生对被困在这世上感到纯粹的憎恨

Envying all deceased souls who've passed on from this ruined plane

羡慕所有从这废墟般的世上离去的亡魂

My dormant hours are filled with fear my waking hours I will not face

沉睡时我被恐惧填满，醒来时却不敢直面它们

All will to life has expired

生活意愿已全数凋零

I just want to f**king die

我只想彻底死去

The thought of life reviving is nothing but pure illusion

生命复苏的念头不过是纯粹的幻象

This impulse to end my life keeps on echoing through my mind

结束生命的冲动一直在我脑海里回荡

Wishing that I had the strength to extinguish the whole of mankind

希望我有力量消灭全人类

I know that this goal of mine will never ever be attained

我知道我的这个目标永远无法实现

I hate this f**king human race for what they have all done to me

我恨这该死的人类，恨他们对我所做的一切

Driven to this destructive state

被迫陷入这毁灭之境。

Guided by insanity

被疯狂所驱使

The thought of life reviving is simply just pure illusion

生命复苏，不过是纯粹的幻象

This impulse to end my life keeps on echoing through my mind

这股终结生命的冲动在我脑海反复回响

My cries for help have gone in vain

我求救的呼喊徒劳无功。

No need to endure this endless strain

没必要承受这无尽的压力

My screams of pain seem devoid of sound

痛苦哀嚎，却似哑然无声

Comfort in death I now have found

我寻得死亡的慰藉

Silently pondering why do I continue on with this life

默想为何我还要继续这人生

Silently wondering when I die will anyone even notice my demise

默默猜想，当我死去，是否有人会察觉我的离去。