They say there’s always a silver lining

But nothing’s shining now

The rut that I’m in

Is ever widening

And I’ve been trying not to drown

There’s fire in my blood

What am I becoming?

Always running away

There fire in my blood

So I’m starting over

Watching it all burn down

Lately I’ve been living in a state of panic

Got a new disease

Got me going manic

I need a antidote

I’m stuck in a kaleidoscope

Or maybe it’s the feeling like I’ll never do it on my own

I’m feeling pressed

Losing to stress

I feel my spirit sinking

Feel it in my chest

Hard to connect

Rush and roulette

Keep on playing with the devil that’s inside my head

Finding

Everything I’m trying

Hasn’t made a difference like I thought I would have

So sick of lying

Not sure I can stomach it

Everything I thought I was is starting to die

There’s fire in my blood

What am I becoming?

Always running away

There fire in my blood

And I’m starting over

Watching it all burn down

There’s fire in my blood

What am I becoming?

Always running away

There fire in my blood

And I’m starting over

Watching it all burn down