3 AM, put your hands on my body

Said you do it for me so why do I feel dirty

Even when I was fast asleep

Didn't stop you from helping yourself to me

Seventeen; I was just a kid

So naive, I let you come in

Enchanted by your kiss

Now it haunts me

And I know that he sleeps just fine

With a new girl laying by his side

While the shame is eating me alive

Couldn't say no so I closed my eyes

Didn't have to cuss me out

To make me feel just as small

Felt unlikable to anyone

But myself

Went from saying that you love me

To throwing tantrums over nothing

Abuse only shows itself

When you're long gone

And I know that he sleeps just fine

With a new girl laying by his side

While the shame is eating me alive

Couldn't say no so I closed my eyes

And I know that he sleeps just fine

With a new girl laying by his side

While the shame is eating me alive

Couldn't say no so I closed up to anyone but myself