Piñata concealing broken glass

Searching for a brain freeze that lasts

Take a hit, free the shards

I hate to break your heart

But there could be candy in the fragments

Sign this with a needle I'm looking for solace

Now I'm crawling with a cast kissing a cactus

I've been spiked but the syrups immaculate

Depressed but I'm laughing

Seeing ghosts are dancing

That's not what I'm asking for

But I do this to myself

Changing the saturation

When everything's see through

To heavy and opaque

This state of mind

But I do this to myself

Calling you when I'm off it

Ignoring you when I'm on it

You're cutting off my line

On the shower tray dish

With blue and green tiles and small yellow fish

Hooked onto the railing afraid to come down

Locked door sailing wind-wood bound

I'm never gonna change

It's never gonna be the same

If you need something to stop you feeling

Then I'm your man

I promise you're not dreaming

But I do this to myself

Circles Disrupt the sequence

Of my dotted lines

They must mean I'm coming up

To the end of the night

But I do this to myself

Nose is running red now

I hope that it's alright

Pushing reality

out of the limelight